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滿足
吳星瑩
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「我的願望小小，陰天的時候，我當自己的太陽。
這是我對全世界，所能做的最好的事。」
～《內在森林》太陽星植物誌～
「生命過了一半，我究竟是得到了，還是丟失了一半的自己？
是不是該可以試著，拿回一半討好別人的時間，來討好自己？」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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當我明瞭自己的不足，我很滿足。
雖然那必須先放下，我一直依賴的，才能清出更多空間，容納我真正期待的。雖然必須先疼痛著自己清洗傷口，笨拙著自己練習上藥，才有機會真正痊癒。
當我放下我的不美好，我才真正看見了一切的美好。原來我不需要一個人完美，也不可能一個人完美。原來我的缺口，是為了遇見你，讓你可以圓滿我，讓我體會併肩共行的美好。
雖然，如果我希望你滿足我，如果我希望我滿足你，我永遠都不會滿足。
只有當我明瞭，這就是我們所能完成的全部了，無論有多少，那都屬於我，也屬於你，不會因為誰擁有了，誰就缺少。
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I am content with my lack.
What I lack may mean what isn't necessary required, and spare me more room to welcome what isn't expected. I feel pain to clean off the room of my heart though, I still redecorate it afterward, feeling delighted with the view anew.
As I open up my eyes to see the scenery around, I see the beauty beyond. There's no need to be and it can't be perfect on my own. Any of my flaws is a piece of jigsaw puzzle to meet you, preciously perfecting each other all the way through.
But if I lean on you to content me, I will never be contented enough.
Only if I realize that's all we can have for us, by us, and through us, I can find the best way to get along with you. It will never decline as we recline toward each other perfectly.
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10 days after the Summer Solstice: Freeing
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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