Uproar
喧嘩
吳星瑩
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「這世界本來就無法只存在一種顏色。慢慢相信全幅的自己，如此美麗。
然後因此，看見世界的美麗。」
～《內在森林》珊瑚鈴植物誌～
「可不可以讓全部的我都發聲？理直氣壯，不在乎是否被聽見，
只在乎我是否，說出了自己？」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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當你很想說服我，你大聲說話。
當你說服不了自己，你更大聲說話。
其實你大部分的聲音，都在渙散反彈中消失。你從來不知道，只有在乎你的人，才會努力忍受噪音，才會被你的話刺傷。
如果你全部說了後舒坦，如果你全部說了後懊悔，如果你終於因此聽見自己，什麼是真正想說，什麼又其實從來不肯說。
如果你終於，不知道還能說什麼。
那麼換我說，我喜歡你，每個你沒發現的自己。
換我說，我沒有不喜歡你，我只是討厭你偽裝的各種樣子。
如果，我們必須用言語才能溝通心靈，我希望你終於聽見，你一直被聽見。
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You always roar, convincing me you are right.
You roar even louder, as you can't convince yourself you are right.
You can never be really heard as what you talk is only an echo of what you wish. Only who cares about you will listen carefully, taking your words to heart even being pierced.
If you feel relieved after roaring, If you feel regret after roaring, yet if you finally hear what resounds in you heart but never be talked out, I will just listen.
As you finally calm down beneath all the uproar.
It's time for me to talk back, whispering I love you, all of you that you never listen to.
Whispering I never dislike you, under all the disguise you wear to protect yourself.
Let the heart talk to communicate. I hope you finally hear that you've been heard.
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5 days after the Summer Solstice: Freeing
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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