Proud

驕傲

吳星瑩

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我明瞭我的美麗,因此不曾特別在意。

~《內在森林》牡丹植物誌~

了然我並非因為這一切而美麗,而是我使得這一切美麗。
終於覺得自己值得,昂然活出自己,最美麗的樣子。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

茁壯:穀雨三候|戴勝鳥昂然頂著斑斕羽冠

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我驕傲,因為我戰勝了自己。

因為我並非粗暴地逼迫自己臣服,而是用體諒讓自己心悅誠服。

我諒解自己的寂寞,從不隱藏,仍然用心地表達每一刻的自己,不縛於任何情感的牢籠。我諒解自己的害怕,從不逞強,仍然勇敢地在困境中尋覓出口,發現正等著幫助我的人。

我驕傲,因為我不戰勝自己的傷痛,而是注入最多的溫柔,傾聽自己訴說;也付出最大的耐心,陪伴自己痊癒。

當我不再負傷傷人,也不再容易受傷,才能不去比較,不去打壓別人的軟弱;才不用襯托,不用鞏固我的堅強。

當我不再渴望超越別人,我終於超越了自己。

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I am proud of victories over myself.

I don't force my rational part to win over my emotional, but feel sympathy for myself, making me reconciled inside out.

I listen to every whisper of my loneliness, revealing and realizing, without spinning a tangled web of love-hate relationships. I embrace any shiver of my fear, breathlessly yet still breaking through, with whom is willing to give me a hand.

I am proud that I don't conquer my sorrow, but handle with care. I try to accompany my heart anytime anywhere. I hear, I cure, and I recover.

As I don't harm others by self-defense, and don't get hurt by self-denial, I don't compare myself with anyone anymore. I am weak yet strong, just as I am.

As I don't ever desire to overtake the world, I transcend myself.

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10 days after Grain Rain: Thriving

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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