Proud
驕傲
吳星瑩
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「我明瞭我的美麗，因此不曾特別在意。」
～《內在森林》牡丹植物誌～
「了然我並非因為這一切而美麗，而是我使得這一切美麗。
終於覺得自己值得，昂然活出自己，最美麗的樣子。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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我驕傲，因為我戰勝了自己。
因為我並非粗暴地逼迫自己臣服，而是用體諒讓自己心悅誠服。
我諒解自己的寂寞，從不隱藏，仍然用心地表達每一刻的自己，不縛於任何情感的牢籠。我諒解自己的害怕，從不逞強，仍然勇敢地在困境中尋覓出口，發現正等著幫助我的人。
我驕傲，因為我不戰勝自己的傷痛，而是注入最多的溫柔，傾聽自己訴說；也付出最大的耐心，陪伴自己痊癒。
當我不再負傷傷人，也不再容易受傷，才能不去比較，不去打壓別人的軟弱；才不用襯托，不用鞏固我的堅強。
當我不再渴望超越別人，我終於超越了自己。
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I am proud of victories over myself.
I don't force my rational part to win over my emotional, but feel sympathy for myself, making me reconciled inside out.
I listen to every whisper of my loneliness, revealing and realizing, without spinning a tangled web of love-hate relationships. I embrace any shiver of my fear, breathlessly yet still breaking through, with whom is willing to give me a hand.
I am proud that I don't conquer my sorrow, but handle with care. I try to accompany my heart anytime anywhere. I hear, I cure, and I recover.
As I don't harm others by self-defense, and don't get hurt by self-denial, I don't compare myself with anyone anymore. I am weak yet strong, just as I am.
As I don't ever desire to overtake the world, I transcend myself.
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10 days after Grain Rain: Thriving
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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