Keep
保留
吳星瑩
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「她沉默了很長一段時間。如果世界不愛她說話，那就不說吧！
直到下一個她覺得該開口的時刻，她打破所有沉默，侃侃而談。」
～《內在森林》梅植物誌～
「當世界荒蕪，也許放棄也是一種擁有，擁有一段曾經的想望，
及一個仍然的希望。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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我曾因為熱情而受傷，並不是熱情的錯。
如果我沒有源源不絕的熱情，如果我不是燃燒的火，只是一盞小小的燈。
我小心翼翼收好自己，把熱藏在冷下，攜帶過長長的荒原，如果冷靜是此時需要的通行證，如果黑暗是此地的久久習慣。我不需要用光明，灼傷世界的眼睛。我不必讓自己，現在就被看見。
我不再浪費熱情，如果我很容易冷卻。我不再等待黎明，我學會了讓黑夜等待我，直到終於認出了我。
當你需要的時候，才讓你擁有。當你想看的時候，才讓你明白。
我從來沒有改變，我只是學會了，把一切留給值得的你。
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I was hurt for being passionate, yet it wasn't my passion that hurt me.
I just realized I am not the fire always burning; I'm just a lamp trying my best not to be turned off.
Thus I keep myself for myself. Heat hidden in the cold, I carry myself across the desert of heart, if calmness is the passport needed for the time being, or if dimness is the custom adopted by the local. I need not to burn their eyes with brightness then; I need not to show up now.
I don't splurge my passion anymore, if my splendor goes out easily. I don't wait for the dawn any longer; Instead, I keep the night waiting until it recognizes I'm what it's waiting for.
I'll make you own what you need only when you really need it. I'll show you who I am when you're ready to look at my eyes.
I remain unchanged. I just keep everything for whom really deserves it.
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10 days after the Beginning of Winter: Resting
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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