Reject

退卻

吳星瑩

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世界層層關切著我,我連想要低落,都沒有自由。

~《內在森林》大屯杜鵑植物誌~

當還無法敞開的時候,所有闔上,都有著它的意義。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

休養:立冬一候|流動的水澤表面淺淺結冰

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拒絕別人,有時才是真正的接受。如果你沒有找到正確的鑰匙,開啟我的門。

鎖是為了保護真正重要之物,為了讓你明白,方式決定了內容。偷搶拐騙,只會闖入一片空蕩,什麼也無可掠奪。

因為唯有以真誠的你,才能看見真誠的我。

唯有我們在相處中相融,才創造出真正珍貴之物。

如果你想得到的,只是我的片面,我只好退回我的內裡,維持你在距離之外,直到你看清楚全部。

因為我接受所有內在於我的,必有它的必要。我接受我是完整的。

我拒絕的不是你,而是你的無禮,和你的無理。

當我尊重自己,你才有機會學會尊重我,也尊重你自己。

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I reject you so as to accept you if you haven't found out the exact key to my door.

Behind the lock is always the most important. The way you come will come to different contents. If you try to sneak in through stealing, robbing, luring or cheating, you will find nothing at all.

There is everything inside though. Just you don't see it with the exact eye.

The most precious is only sparked as we truly see each other truthfully.

If you just want to get fragments of me, I can only retreat inward, keeping you in a distance until you can accept all.

For I accept every part of me as a whole.

For I reject only your behaviors. I accept your heart.

As I respect myself, you'll be able to respect me, yet finally respect yourself.

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the Beginning of Winter: Resting

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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