Inspired

感化

吳星瑩

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她曾經擁有太過幸福的時刻,幸福到太過習慣,幸福到當下不用明瞭什麼是幸福。

~《內在森林》四季秋海棠植物誌~

每個當下,生命都在身上交互作用出不同的氣味,
那是最真實的我,從心中散發出的味道。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

消散:大暑二候|嗅聞自己真正的氣味

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曾經感動過的,才永遠改變了我。

因為我不是逼迫自己模仿你,而是終於發現,其實我也可以和你一樣,其實我真的和你一樣,只是在遇到你之前,我不曾相信自己。

原來真正的相信,是不用刻意相信也自然如此。並不是因為你期待我,而是我終於,也開始期待自己。

你讓我終於擁有。被你如此相信的我,一定真的擁有,這些值得吧?

而我如此相信你,不是因為你說了什麼,甚至不是因為你做了什麼,是你讓我終於不用問為什麼,不用問如何;讓我自然對世界付出,再也不是為了想被回報。

那些付出,是自然對你的回報。

是我對你最輕,也最深的記得。

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It's what touched me to heart that changed me forever.

Because I was not forced to follow you. I made up my mind to change myself, not because I like you, but I hope to be like you. Not because I wish to be part of you, but I realized you are part of me.

You are the best version of me. I trust in you, so that I trust in me.

You make me feel alive. I believe I worth my life, for you believe I can relive.

You make me believe, not for what you said, and even not for what you did. I need not ask why or how anymore. I am spontaneously devoted to the world, not for being paid back anything.

You've given me something, and that means everything for me.

In honor of you, I make myself honorable.

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5 days after Great Heat: Dispersing

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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