Complete

成全

吳星瑩

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生活的不同氛圍柔軟地映照在你身上,你輕巧打開自己,
像風中微微搖曳的投影布,一切自然停留,然後穿越而過。

~《內在森林》綠之鈴植物誌~

我沒有要去哪裡,我只是細細體會這裡。
世界不一定必由我完成,只是經由我而完成。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

釋放:立夏二候|蚯蚓結束躲藏從地底鑽出

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我喜歡你。

共同交織的未來,一起走路的視角,彼此影響的習慣,我渴望走進你的劇本,擔綱你生命的主角,逐漸成為我們。

我最渴望的,是逐漸成為不同的我。

而你拾起了別的劇本。

你上演截然不同的你們,你逐漸成為不同的你。

落選的我,拒絕試鏡壞心配角的戲份。縱然那可以看見不同面向的你,縱然那可以繼續看見你,但那不是我想看見的你。

如果我什麼也不是,我是否能因此存取回,許多被我覆蓋的自己?

我是否能從此,不再為你成為更好的我?而只是專注成為我?

我最終稱職擔綱了你的路人。那或許其實也是,生命中我所能扮演的,最圓滿的角色。

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I'm in love with you.

Weaving the future of anything accomplished together, walking along the trails between two hearts, waving gently in the delight of clinging to each other, I am longing to be a part of your life, and the main character of your story. I hope to sparkle you up.

I hope to sparkle me up.

But you're not in love with me.

You're completely taken yet not with me. You make your life complete without me.

I failed to be chosen, yet I refuse to play the villain instead. I may see more emotions radiating from your eyes. I may be even more involved this way in your life. But I desire you to stare into, not stare at my eyes.

If I can't make you different, can I just make me different?

If I can't complete you, can I just complete myself?

I chose to be the passenger of your life, if it's the best character we're determined to play so as to complete each other.

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5 days after the Beginning of Summer: Releasing

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by Singing Wu

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