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吳星瑩
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「我不掩飾任何錯誤，生命的道路，本就沒有一條真正對的去向，
只有千迴百轉後，更靠近內心的恍然大悟。」
～《內在森林》白千層植物誌～
「如果心中總是充滿缺點，多麽努力也改不掉，那麼很有可能，我還需要它。
很有可能，我還沒有發現，這些缺點為什麼存在。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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當我無法創造我喜歡的，我其實就創造出了，我不喜歡的。
正反兩端相互滋生，於是，無論如何努力創造，都無法讓一切成為我想要的。
於是，我試著破壞，我不想要的。
我不停否定自己，努力破壞我討厭的缺點，卻沒有因此變得更完美，只是越支離破碎。
也許其實那些都不是缺點，只是我沒有把缺點，用在對的地方。
如果我不把自私，用在傷害別人，只是用來保護自己。如果我不把強迫，用在糾正別人，只是用來督促自己。
如果我只把破壞用在，拆卸自己的各種偽裝。
我才終於不再追求肯定，不再渴望各種終將消逝的成就。
我才開始能夠創造，真正的感動。
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As I can't create what I like, I face what I dislike.
Two poles spark off each other inseparably. Even I create what I like, I just classify the rest as what I dislike. I just can't make everything right.
To change tack, I break what I dislike instead.
I turn to the negative side, breaking any flaw I find in me. Yet I don't make my life up, but make my heart down.
Perhaps there is nothing wrong with me, as I see myself right.
If I am being selfish just to defend myself, not to defeat others. If I am being aggressive just to perfect myself, not to correct others.
If I only break illusions and camouflages of myself.
I can eventually cease chasing the approvals and accomplishments of the world.
And I can eventually create, as I truly touch the nature of me.
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10 days after the Spring Equinox: Intersecting
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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