Create

創造

吳星瑩

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我不掩飾任何錯誤,生命的道路,本就沒有一條真正對的去向,
只有千迴百轉後,更靠近內心的恍然大悟。

~《內在森林》白千層植物誌~

如果心中總是充滿缺點,多麽努力也改不掉,那麼很有可能,我還需要它。
很有可能,我還沒有發現,這些缺點為什麼存在。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

交叉:春分三候|正負電子摩擦出驚人閃電

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當我無法創造我喜歡的,我其實就創造出了,我不喜歡的。

正反兩端相互滋生,於是,無論如何努力創造,都無法讓一切成為我想要的。

於是,我試著破壞,我不想要的。

我不停否定自己,努力破壞我討厭的缺點,卻沒有因此變得更完美,只是越支離破碎。

也許其實那些都不是缺點,只是我沒有把缺點,用在對的地方。

如果我不把自私,用在傷害別人,只是用來保護自己。如果我不把強迫,用在糾正別人,只是用來督促自己。

如果我只把破壞用在,拆卸自己的各種偽裝。

我才終於不再追求肯定,不再渴望各種終將消逝的成就。

我才開始能夠創造,真正的感動。

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As I can't create what I like, I face what I dislike.

Two poles spark off each other inseparably. Even I create what I like, I just classify the rest as what I dislike. I just can't make everything right.

To change tack, I break what I dislike instead.

I turn to the negative side, breaking any flaw I find in me. Yet I don't make my life up, but make my heart down.

Perhaps there is nothing wrong with me, as I see myself right.

If I am being selfish just to defend myself, not to defeat others. If I am being aggressive just to perfect myself, not to correct others.

If I only break illusions and camouflages of myself.

I can eventually cease chasing the approvals and accomplishments of the world.

And I can eventually create, as I truly touch the nature of me.

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10 days after the Spring Equinox: Intersecting

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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