Rebellious

叛逆

吳星瑩

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不問為何越來越多人提出問題,不問為何問題都沒有獲得答案。
不問為何開始時所有人搶著椅子,不問為何後來越來越多人離席。

~《內在森林》柳杉植物誌~

我是否有勇氣,看見所有反叛的背後,其實只是發現了一路依循的腳印,從沒有走過的,更高更遠的路?
聽見所有不聽話的背後,其實只是聽懂了,從沒有說出的,真正被期待的話?

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

變化:驚蟄一候嫣紅桃花恣肆盛開

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我不想聽你的話,如果,你自己都不知道自己在說什麼。

因為,我聽到你心中的話,那些你從來不聽自己說的話。

為此我們不得不衝突,其實,是你自己和自己衝突。

你生氣我不聽話,其實,我一直都在聽,我一直想聽,你真正想說什麼。

你說我總是違背你的期望,其實,是因為我聽見了,我決定去實現。

如果你不曾活出自己,因而渴望,那麼你不該渴望由我活出你,你應該讓我活出自己。

這是我所能對你做的,真正的聽話。也是我唯一,想要你聽我說的話。

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I don't listen to what you say, as you don't listen to what you say either.

I just listen to what your heart says, while you don't listen to yourself anymore.

I persist in refusing you until you don't resist and confuse yourself.

You are furious I'm rebellious. Actually, it's you rebellious against your heart. I will take to heart what you will say heart to heart.

You say I'm disobedient to what you hope for. On the contrary, I make my mind to fulfill your wishes that you wish you could realize.

If you haven't expect the great things of yourself, you shouldn't expect me to be greater than you; you should let me expect the great things of myself.

That's the only way I can obey you. That's the only way where I can meet you.

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the Waking of Insects: Varying

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by Singing Wu

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