Stray
流浪
吳星瑩
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「這個世界，用與無用，幸與不幸，只有時間才看得分明吧......
如果我將綻放在，很久很久的，時間之後。」～《內在森林》台灣紅檜植物誌～
「最不習慣的世界，其實是最自在的世界，其實是最可以重新認識自己的世界。」～《蒔：心靈時曆‧時映》
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忘了從什麼時候開始，我開始不停離開。
我無法停在同一處風光，不管到達哪裡，始終還等待著我，更高更遠的地方。目的地，變成我唯一的驅動。
無論我想在哪住下，都只是逗留，無法真正定居。
或許，我一直在找尋著快樂，為了到達而四處流浪。
或許，我從一開始就顛倒了腳步。曾經離我最近，我卻離開最久的出發點，才是快樂。
那些最無用的事，最莫名的時光，最不被需要的自己，沒有為什麼卻如此想浪費，無法評價因而最無價的，是即使擁有一切卻仍感覺一無所有的我之中，最珍貴的快樂。
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I am always leaving where I am living.
I just can't stay, for I can't just stay. Wherever I arrived, there is always somewhere I haven't arrived. The destination becomes my intention.
Wherever I stay, I stray. Nowhere can make me live on.
Maybe I've searched everywhere to see where happiness may be, only to find that happiness can neither be reached nor be attached to.
Maybe I am dazzled from the very beginning. In the end, happiness only resides in my heart. I can only carry it but not catch it.
The useless stuff, the needless time, and the worthless me that I spend with all my heart, cost nothing thus priceless. I finally find myself precious as I don't value myself anymore.
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Rain Water: Nourishing
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by Singing Wu
by Singing Wu
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