Aeriality

空虛

吳星瑩

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他的嗓音在空氣中流動,如同舒爽的秋天兜面而來,我一瞬有點恍神,
如果聲音有著顏色,我想那應該糝了陽光,帶著香氣,剛剛好微醺。

~《內在森林》桂花植物誌~

我不曾想過世界原來有這樣的風景,在你出現之前,我的世界連續如鐵軌,
通往想像之內的固定驛站。原來我一直以來的旅行,都只是通勤。

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

收拾:立秋一候|無盡夏天中乍現的秋天

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如果,被你吸引,只是因為逃避。

被你世界的斑斕輝光吸引,就不用面對,我世界的黯淡無光。我渴望你為我打燈,我就不用努力,亮起我的生命。

被你世界的四通八達吸引,就不用面對,我世界的窒礙難行。我渴望走入你的生活,好像就終於可以,出走我的生活。

原來,你只是我的浮木。

除非我,從自己心中,拓出一片廣袤的原野,任你如巨木扎根。

除非我,從自己眼中,融出一座深邃的海洋,共你如魚浪交流。

或許,這時我才能真正和你相遇。

以真實的我,完整的我,無愧的我,成為你的宇宙。或單純如另一顆發光的星子,和你呼應。

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What appeals to me to be around you is just a getaway.

It's just what's around you appeals to me. Your brightness is a getaway from the dimness of my life. I wish you to be my light, thus I need not lighten myself.

It's just what's beyond you appeals to me. Your connection is a getaway from the suffocation of my life. I wish you to be my horizon, thus I need not broaden myself.

That way I see you as a driftwood I can only grasp on the sea.

Unless I discover the wilderness inward, you can never take root in me.

Unless I discover the ocean inward, you can never interflow with me.

That time I see you as you.

I see me as the reality, the sincerity, and the aeriality to accommodate you. We see each other as clear as the cosmos of stars.

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the Beginning of Autumn: Settling

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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霜降三候|停止


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