Expect

守候

吳星瑩

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陪伴你,只是因為我想陪伴

~《內在森林》龍柏植物誌~

總有什麼,在幾乎遺忘,不被期待的地方,努力履行著約定。
無論走得多遠,有什麼仍然停留原地,仍然能夠守候,如一棵樹。」

~《蒔:心靈時曆‧時映》

生:立春一候|東風回返大地解凍

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在我心裡,有一股難以被聽見的力量,叫做沉默。

卻是它,陪我走過所有難以辯駁的時刻,當我還說不出世界哪裡不對,但我的確知道世界錯了。走過所有我連辯駁都放棄的時刻,就算我是對的,就當作世界是對的吧。

不是我的錯,只是這是錯的時候。

原來,當我什麼都不能做,我還能,不接受。

當我無法做我相信的,我仍然不做我不相信的。

當世界沉沉睡著,沉默的我原來最能聽見,所有醒來的聲響。原來我一直等待著,一個或許。

因為還有我相信。

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Inside of me, there is a strength hardly heard, for it's always silent.

But it is always waiting for me, while I don't know how to respond yet. As I can't distinguish the slight wrong from the mighty right, I do know there is something wrong. it is always holding me on, while I've given up on the reverse already. Even if I am right, what is the difference as I am referred to the wrong?

Perhaps it's not me that is wrong. It's not the right time.

But I can just do nothing if I can't do anything.

While I can't trust anything, I can still believe.

Still believing in an exception, I can hear it from the very first when the world wakes up at last. For I always keep silent as I listen to the silence.

For I still expect.

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the Beginning of Spring: Sprouting

KEYWORD
by Singing Wu

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